Friday, August 24, 2012

Even greater

August 24, 2012

Things here have only continued to be greater….
Elder Schmidt and I have only continued to be closer. He's been senior companion this entire time and we will switch on Sunday. He's a really fun loving guy with a dedication to the work that I admire. I see his capacity to love grow more and more every day. Even when we teach a Bible basher ;) ha ha!  
He's [the Bible basher] freaking smart. He doesn't believe that Jesus is the Son of God, but he quotes him all the time. He also thinks the Atonement was made up by men because of the Nicene Creed of like 1524 or something like that. (I vaguely remember that from my one quarter in European history.) We went over time on that lesson but for a good reason. The first half was me and Elder Schmidt just being blown to pieces by all these different things that I've never heard of before. … He kept on changing topics every 5 sentences so it was hard to go anywhere. Then I remembered what Bro. Bennett used to teach us in Priest Quorum: if you get in one of those situations when they're switching it up, address the topic in one or two sentences and bring it right back on course, and also, if you're with a bible basher, bear your testimony and they can't tell you that you're experiences are wrong. It was beautiful. I bore my testimony of the Savior and the Priesthood being God's authority on this earth and also the reality of modern revelation. At the end of my testimony he told us that he knew what we were saying wasn't a lie, or at least we weren't lying to him because he could see it in his eyes. We finally convinced him though to pray to know that the things we spoke were true for himself, because we don't want him to just trust us. That's the last thing we want. But he said he'd do it. We talked to him for an hour, and we were only supposed to be there for 40 minutes, but it's okay, he asked us to stay and it only went a few minutes into lunch. We'll teach him again on Monday. With that experience alone I saw Elder Schmidt's capacity for love double. ... I feel that same love. It's that the Savior has for our investigator and as his representatives here at the MTC we are better able to feel that love for our investigators.
To be honest, Elder Schmidt and I have been having a ton of Success with all our investigators. There have been a few that we we’re worried about, but then on our return visits we'd always pray for the Spirit as we were planning so we would know exactly what to teach. I've never felt the Spirit help me teach the same thing in so many different ways. It's beautiful. Oh and btw, teaching old people is our favorite thing ever!!!!! They are always fantastic to teach.  
It's really hard to see some of our fellow district elders struggle. They always ask us what we did to have success committing someone to baptism or to pray, but we tell them "it's not a jigsaw puzzle. For every companionship you're going to teach her in a different way.  Just apply what we've learned about preparation, and then teach by the Spirit. The Spirit will make up for the differences in teaching styles."
I love you guys. I really do. There's so much more I want to share with you, but I leave this with you. God loves each and every one of you with a love that is perfect. That always sounded fake to me, but I've felt the perfectness of His love for me. He knows every pain of my life past future and present, and he loves all the more because of it. It's just like a father or brother.
gotta go
Elder Lloyd

First letter from the MTC

August 17, 2012

I LOVE IT HERE AT THE MTC!!!!!! It's fantastic.

SO GUESS WHAT!!!!! Aaron Snyder was my teacher for my workshop yesterday morning! He was great. We learn about how to identify where an investigator is along their path to Christ. You do that by identifying what they know, what they feel, and what they do. It's been quite effective building lessons off that basis.  It also helps to learn to from people that I already know and trust. My capacity for growth increases exponentially because I already know where they are coming from

GUESS WHAT AGAIN!!!! Julia Itri is one of my Zone teachers! it was kind of weird not to hug her. But I can tell you I've never seen her happier than when she's teaching the missionaries the doctrine of Christ.

I've never been happier than I have been these last few days. I know for a fact that this is the place where I am supposed to be. I have felt of my Savior's love for me and for the teachers and the other missionaries and you guys. My heart overflows with emotion when I think of it. I never understood what people meant by the fact that He has a PERFECT love for us. In fact I never got why He loved us at all. But I realize now that it's because he knows us better than we know ourselves. I love you guys because I know so much about you and we've had many experiences together. Christ has an even more perfect love because he can empathize with us for our entire lives, much less what we are going through right now. It's a beautiful thing, the Atonement. I thought I already had an appreciation for it and Him before because of the things I wa able to over come with his help, but how full is my joy know that I can feel his love for me, and you.

Being set apart as a missionary rules.  I've already had the experience yesterday while we were assigned to teach our companions, to ask him a question while I was preparing that I knew was not my own thinking. It was something that God wanted Elder Schmidt to know, and it was something that only I would have been able to teach him. That's when I really learned that it was God who has put these companionships together and not men just seeing two names and saying, "those names would be good for the title of a talk show!" Elder Schmidt then turned around and did the exact same thing to me. taught me something that I needed to hear that only he could've taught me. I love him already. He's fantastic. I have no prroblems with him what so ever. He's a little bit shorter, and but he's a cross country runner and a life guard and a singer. boy does he love to sing. I told him that if he wants to join the MTC Choir that I would support him that. He REALLY wants to join. ha ha

I love you all. I'll send pictures soon, I just have to get my camera out of my back pack first, but that's in my class room and I'm doing laundry right now.

till next week. Love ya! write me soon.